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Secret Santa!
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Hey! So, this is what I came up with for what I want as a secret santa gift:
1. Ilustrate this song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qdM8W…
2. Dinossaur tea party goes terribly wrong
3. Draw me the awesomest possible fanart of something you really like! If I'm not familiar with it, bonus points!!!!
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Portfolio?
3 min read
Hey guys 
First thins first, I moved to Germany, yaay!
I'm going to try and get into a good film or art or animation school in here. Most of the things I'm doing right now kind of feel like a shot in the dark because I have absolutely no idea about film/art/animation schools in here! I don't know which of the ones I'll try to apply to are any good, I hope so!
Which brings us to another thing:
I have to make a portfolio!
I have to make a portfolio and I haven't made a single thing which I'd consider including in it. I know that right about now I should be crazy productive and making all sorts of cool stuff,
but I'm so scared that maybe I'll turn out to be just another ridiculous no-talent snob with a whole bunch of pretensions, and that no sane art school will accept me that whenever I pick up a pencil or even think about drawing I get this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and I sort of freeze.
Truth of the matter is, I'm utterly terrified. And knowing that I'm utterly terrified just makes me berate myself for being a coward and get even more stressed out.
Oh, also, I'm doing this intensive German as a second language course, because foreign applicants need a German proficiency certificate to enroll in universities, and german is a wonderful, brilliant language, but it's also kind of really hard for me to learn for some reason. I feel so stupid right now, rawr.
#ANGST ANGST ANGST
#SELF-PITY
#I'M TOO OLD FOR THIS TO BE TEENAGE DRAMA
gonna go watch doctor who with a pot of nutella beside me, bye <3
SPEAKING OF WHICH
I've finished watching season 4 of Doctor Who, and I'm completely in love with it! Season 5, onward!
ALSO
Just re-watched the first season of The Legend of Korra. I love Avatar to bits, it's my favorite animated TV show by far, and I think Korra is amazing, as are a whole bunch of other aspects of this series, but the season finale was... not as good as it perhaps might have been? Not as good as I expected it to be, at least.
Still, kind of hard to resolve such a rich and complex plot in like, 4-5 episodes without making it slightly dissatisfactory. And the creators did have like 3 years to mull over the characters and the plot of the first Avatar before it was released.
#my two cents
#beating a dead horse
#dude, quit it, the horse is already like, decomposing and stuff
#no actual idea of how actual hash-tags in actual tumblr actually work
#am I cool yet?
#no
#my little brother calls these number signs # tic-tac-toes
Also I really really really miss drawing homestuck stuff but right now I'd feel hella guilty aboyt drawing fanart.
OK, I'm gone, kisses bye 'n stuff
First thins first, I moved to Germany, yaay!
I'm going to try and get into a good film or art or animation school in here. Most of the things I'm doing right now kind of feel like a shot in the dark because I have absolutely no idea about film/art/animation schools in here! I don't know which of the ones I'll try to apply to are any good, I hope so!
Which brings us to another thing:
I have to make a portfolio!
I have to make a portfolio and I haven't made a single thing which I'd consider including in it. I know that right about now I should be crazy productive and making all sorts of cool stuff,
but I'm so scared that maybe I'll turn out to be just another ridiculous no-talent snob with a whole bunch of pretensions, and that no sane art school will accept me that whenever I pick up a pencil or even think about drawing I get this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and I sort of freeze.
Truth of the matter is, I'm utterly terrified. And knowing that I'm utterly terrified just makes me berate myself for being a coward and get even more stressed out.
Oh, also, I'm doing this intensive German as a second language course, because foreign applicants need a German proficiency certificate to enroll in universities, and german is a wonderful, brilliant language, but it's also kind of really hard for me to learn for some reason. I feel so stupid right now, rawr.
#ANGST ANGST ANGST
#SELF-PITY
#I'M TOO OLD FOR THIS TO BE TEENAGE DRAMA
gonna go watch doctor who with a pot of nutella beside me, bye <3
SPEAKING OF WHICH
I've finished watching season 4 of Doctor Who, and I'm completely in love with it! Season 5, onward!
ALSO
Just re-watched the first season of The Legend of Korra. I love Avatar to bits, it's my favorite animated TV show by far, and I think Korra is amazing, as are a whole bunch of other aspects of this series, but the season finale was... not as good as it perhaps might have been? Not as good as I expected it to be, at least.
Still, kind of hard to resolve such a rich and complex plot in like, 4-5 episodes without making it slightly dissatisfactory. And the creators did have like 3 years to mull over the characters and the plot of the first Avatar before it was released.
#my two cents
#beating a dead horse
#dude, quit it, the horse is already like, decomposing and stuff
#no actual idea of how actual hash-tags in actual tumblr actually work
#am I cool yet?
#no
#my little brother calls these number signs # tic-tac-toes
Also I really really really miss drawing homestuck stuff but right now I'd feel hella guilty aboyt drawing fanart.
OK, I'm gone, kisses bye 'n stuff
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Free drawings, you say?
1 min read
Hello to all of the 0.25 people reading this!
Would anyone perchance be intrested in a tottaly FREE colored drawing by an Internet nobody? That's me, if you haven't figured it out yet. Anyway, probably not, right?
But it would make me oh-so happy!
Really, I've been having waaaaaay too much free time, often resulting in me sleeping for more than 20 hours straight.
So, kisses and bye for now.
I really have no clue how to end one of these things.
Would anyone perchance be intrested in a tottaly FREE colored drawing by an Internet nobody? That's me, if you haven't figured it out yet. Anyway, probably not, right?
But it would make me oh-so happy!
Really, I've been having waaaaaay too much free time, often resulting in me sleeping for more than 20 hours straight.
So, kisses and bye for now.
I really have no clue how to end one of these things.
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Devious Journal Entry
2 min read
Christmas is getting closer and closer, and since I'm a complete sucker for these things, here is my list for the 
secret santa!
1. Something awesome with lots of dinossaurs, preferably engaged in epic battle and being mounted by astronauts or cowboys or proper victorian gentlemen or some such nonsense.
dinossaurs: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
astronauts: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
cowboys: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
proper victorian gentlemen: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
2. The cutest manga/anime style thing you have ever seen. Preferably a boy that looks like a girl, with lots of shiny and ribbons and flowers (roses!) and whatnot.
something like this s3.amazonaws.com/Teahouse/comi… but with more animu and flowers and shine.
3. a Mucha-inspired Aztec princess, complete with mountain-y background
4. a kickass robot superhero (no mecha!) with guns and proton cannons and stuff kicking evil in the butt in outer space. Bonus points for tentacly evil.
5. An artistical depiction of the product of a photoshoot offered as a prize for the winner of a merman beauty contest/reality show type thing.
Translation: Sexy merman in sexy pose.
these are all awful examples, but still the best I could do: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
secret santa!1. Something awesome with lots of dinossaurs, preferably engaged in epic battle and being mounted by astronauts or cowboys or proper victorian gentlemen or some such nonsense.
dinossaurs: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
astronauts: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
cowboys: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
proper victorian gentlemen: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
2. The cutest manga/anime style thing you have ever seen. Preferably a boy that looks like a girl, with lots of shiny and ribbons and flowers (roses!) and whatnot.
something like this s3.amazonaws.com/Teahouse/comi… but with more animu and flowers and shine.
3. a Mucha-inspired Aztec princess, complete with mountain-y background
4. a kickass robot superhero (no mecha!) with guns and proton cannons and stuff kicking evil in the butt in outer space. Bonus points for tentacly evil.
5. An artistical depiction of the product of a photoshoot offered as a prize for the winner of a merman beauty contest/reality show type thing.
Translation: Sexy merman in sexy pose.
these are all awful examples, but still the best I could do: www.google.com.br/search?tbm=i…
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